I'm just amazed how close we are to finishing the year. I just don't know where the time went. It feels like I haven't done much either. In any of my classes and yet I'm doing fairly well. (As, Bs and 1 C)
Now that it's getting closer to it being done, I'm reflecting on what I really learned this year. Which is a lot considering my lovely first semester. (If you really would like to know just ask...it was dreadful)
Even though my first semester was rocky I still learned a lot of life lessons that I will never forget, then there's this semester where I really took everything seriously. I want to say I'm happy my first year is coming to an end, but I don't think that's how I feel.
I'm taking 2 summer courses this summer and still haven't gotten the money for them yet. =/
I'm worried about it because I'm doing it by myself, which is going to take a lot of discipline on my part.
I realize that even though I'm out of highschool I can still fall back on the thought, I'm still a kid really. Knowing I'm a year closer to ACTUALLY totally being on my own (not having medical insurance and other shit from your parents) slightly scares me.
However, I'm a very positive person so the positives I see are:
I WILL be completely on my own soon and I know because of my experiences at college I WILL make it.
I've made an awesome friend along the way, and the bonds between my old friends became closer
I do have a decent job in this economy.
Anywho I could keep going on but that's just been on my mind lately
I could definitely tell that you were taking things seriously this semester. You've been doing great as far as I can see. :) Decent job? Good friends? AND you're in college - where you get to expand your mind, make new friends, challenge yourself? AND you're an ART major (which is AWESOME)! Dude, you've got it made! ;)
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