Oh the Memories - 1st Best Decision

I may have already said some of this in an earlier blog, but the following are my disheveled thoughts on this year.

Even though the semester isn't over quite yet, I think while all of this is on my mind it would be a good time to jot it down. So much has happened this year being my first year away at college. Just wow, like seriously it feels like years worth of experience has happened since I first got here. But yet it doesn't feel like it's been a long time. It feels just like yesterday I was crying (yes I cried because I left) because I had to say goodbye to 2 very good friends, knowing I wouldn't see them everyday over the summer. I mean there are other good friends, but these 2 are the best of the best and I'm really thankful for them.

I didn't know what was going to happen when I got here, I didn't see any of it coming. I didn't plan as well as I should. However this has been the BEST thing I've done in my life. I know I'm just 18 and will be 19 in 2 days. But this will be the first thing I am remembering that has been the best decision I've made. 

I'm just amazed how much we've grown up. I'm amazed how much our appearances have changed. I'm amazed to know we won't stop growing.

You wonder what has happened this school year for me?
1st semester - I fucked up in my classes and I did things I shouldn't have (nothing illegal) However I learned a lot. I overcame my insecurities, anger, and jealousy. I did learn a lot for life.
I met some awesome people: Aaron, Nathan, Rachel, Jennifer, Samantha, Jessi, and Jordan.

2nd semester - I came back with full force. I was ready to prove to myself that I can do this. My grades are good and classes were fun! I became more independent, and have realized how much potential I have.
I met Colt.
I also met Robin, Stephanie, Carissa, Caitlin and Laura. (I love these girls)

I wouldn't change this year at all. No matter how many ups or downs I've had, it was perfect the way it happened. :)

Now I have to look ahead, and I'm looking at the positives. I'm ready for summer to be here even though I have summer classes, but after taking them I'll be another step closer to having an awesome life. Then fall will come and Ethan will be here. That'll make everything easier.

Well I guess this is all I have to say, but I will make this summer last. I want to make more memories to keep me going. :)